For some of you, you must have known that I get depressed from time to time. Although the depression is not as worse as before, it still comes when I least expect it (not that I expected it). Been feeling depressed these past few days and been trying so hard to reduce it, or at least ignore it. I tried to get busy but still……. Maybe part of it had anything to do with the dark-rainy weather that makes u feeling mellow,or maybe part of it had anything to do with my huge disappointment toward my mom’s attitude to me, or maybe my disappointment toward myself. I tried to be cheerful, I tried to be busy, I also tried to read a book so that I can keep my mind away. But it’s still there.

I almost skipped my classes this morning so that I can stay at home and cry. Good thing I forced myself to get out of the house. ha!

OH well I hope this depression goes away soon.