Studying in front of an online computer is bad enough for someone who’s trying to focus. Unfortunately, the study materials for my last two finals are posted online. I downloaded whatever I could and still there were some more reading materials I have to search online. The result, I keep going back and forth between reading people’s blogs, facebook-ing, and readings. Why would a school have to be so high tech? My neck is tired for looking down at my laptops all days for these past couple days. I’m having finals tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. After that? I’m going to focus looking for a job. Yeah Yeah. I’m so broke right now and don’t even have the money to pay for July’s rent; my pocket money is only $100 and am saving it to buy June MUNI Fast pass. Yeah, that’s how broke I am.I’ve been looking for jobs and have applied hundreds of them. Just images filling up those application one by one, yet no phone calls.I wonder why. I’m sure I can work better than most ppl who apply for a job. I’ve gone to Starbucks, Tullys, DSW, AKON, Macys, some coffee shops, offices, bakeries, and a lot of store positions. Result: no phone calls at all. Not even for an interview.

What should I do? I would want to sell my DSLR, but I’m going to need it next semester (if I can afford to pay for the school next semester). Have I told you I’m having problems with my financial aid? There is a big chance that my financial aid will be delayed for 1 semester (just like during my first semester at SJSU). Now, how am I going to pay for all those?

Yeah, I’m in deep shit right now and noone can help me.

Thank’s a lot!